I am looking for a watch in a city, a big city, where I see no trace of life. The task seems impossible and after a very long time looking first for the watch and then simply for life I start to lose hope, I tell myself that I will surely get lost and never get out of this world, why am I here, why is all this happening to me, I didn’t ask for anything. I sit down on a big block of concrete partially destroyed and porous the peeling paint has almost disappeared and I tell myself that it may not even support my weight, but finally I sit down and think. It seems logical finally to find myself here lost in my thoughts I have accomplished nothing in my life, my main project of curing a disease has not even passed the test phase, I have a simple project but no results and I used it only for my own interest during the revolution finally I was even almost egoistic i wanted to help first but in the end it was for a just cause only that would have allowed me to finish this project. I have accomplished nothing in this life, alone, I haven’t even managed to accomplish anything here, i am nothing how could I screw it up frankly it sucks. When I look up at the sound of footsteps I hear, I recognize the sad man I saw in the school hallway, he approaches and sits down next to me. He doesn’t say anything to me and looks at the horizon, this city partially destroyed, but completely empty and meaningless, the layout of the buildings doesn’t have much logic and everything seems empty, I have the feeling that the interior wouldn’t be welcoming either in the end. Then for several minutes I look at the ground without any real thoughts just like the sad man next to me.

Then, after this moment without any thought I decide to get up and walk, still without any goal, completely sad by the observation I made before. After several meters walking like this I am piqued by a lively curiosity towards a building that seems much more interesting than all those of the city, although I am more away from the city now. This curiosity having given back to my brain the reason for which it pushed me to walk I enter this building, which finally knows to be a museum, and I take again my search for help to leave this world. I push the door of this museum, a very beautiful door by the way, with golden bars twisting while going down from the bottom to the top, and a very clean glass. I arrive then in a big room made of black marble and gilding, the reception seems deserted, but having nevertheless well desire to visit this museum, and especially to find help to go out, I look for the direction of the visit. An arrow with writing “The way, a sweet life”, and another with writing “Classic visit”. So I choose the classical visit and I go to the first room when suddenly I hear behind me a familiar voice shouting “Davian! Davian!”. I turn around sharply and see the redheaded woman, she adds by approaching me “Wait, we can do the visit together, as you always wanted”. I didn’t want to make her sad or hurt her but I really want to leave this world, so I answer her, “I have to find someone who can help me, we can do it together if you want”, I didn’t really want to hurt her again nor to make her sad, but I really want to come back to normal life, everything seems weird here. “As always, after this, after that, I’m real Davian but if this keeps up I might not be, if you never want me, Davian” she says with eyes that look like they’re about to pour out a torrent of salt water, that might drown me. “I thought you liked me, you always have,” she adds. Not wanting to make the situation worse I answer her that I just have to find someone here, and that we can always visit the museum and we’ll see if I find him. She smiles at me and then takes my hands and says, “Sorry, you know how nervous I am right now with everything I have to do. She also tells me that the little girl, Lillia, told her about me, and that she told her that I will find the watch.

So we walk, hand in hand, and she stops on a painting, so I look at it, it is called “she is finally born”. I think back to Lillia and wonder how she knows her, so I take the opportunity to ask her. She answers me I meet her sometimes, but I am real davian, don’t worry”, while she finishes her sentence I see the pocket watch on a bench, I say to the redheaded woman “don’t move I’ll be back right away”. I then go towards the watch and then when I take it I realize that it is completely different from traditional watches, the hands are not straight and make some kind of zigzag, there is also on the back of the watch, an engraved whale and the symbol of eris also engraved. And when I pull the watch I also see someone in the next room and I think I have to tell the redheaded woman all this, so I turn to her, but she’s gone. I then go towards this man who looks at a painting of a garden with flowers only green, I apologize then I begin to ask him my question when he says “shh silence”. I tell him then it’s urgent, the man then turns around while saying to me in a pleasant way “You never understood art, that’s why you will never stop talking here”, and suddenly his mouth is torn like the man at the hotel, I put the watch in my pocket and I defend myself from the monster that comes out of his mouth and so I kill him. I hear other monsters coming in the halls, so I run out, but I keep running around the city to feel safe. I realize that I have totally lost myself and by walking for a moment in a slight panic, I come across a kind of temple, a temple that makes me think a little bit of Greek temples and a kind of stonehenge.